Nothing special

Today nothing of real importance happened. My older cousin was home today , he lives with me on and off. When he got up this morning his tire was completely flat. So my husband had to Change it for him. He ended up spending majority of the day working on cars. Apparently the rotors in my car were no good and needed replacing . Extra money to be spent but at least it's something my husband can fix. Today I was in a funk  , I really felt sad . Sometimes I wonder how did I get to this point in my life. I had goal that I should have reach by now and I haven't gotten not one. Living in Miami is hard you pretty much have to be on the very high end of middle class to get in the neighborhood you want. I really would like to live in the neighborhood my son goes to school in. One day several months ago I saw a house there for sale , I got excited . I called my husband up immediately and he said we would take a look on the weekend. The house was a decent one story house. Weekend came and my husband takes me there he gets out of the car to get the flyer for the house . He walks back to the car with his head lowered . He hands me the paper and this 3 bedroom ,2 1/2 house is going for 859,000 . What!!  I will never be able to afford that . I know If you work hard you can get things , but I work hard so those my husband . I really need to make a change so that we could get these things but I just don't know where to start. I guess for now I can't sit home anymore and watch HGTV . It's making me feel sad . So that's all for today